My biggest fear...

What's the biggest fear that I have?

Is it being attacked by a million cockroaches? Or is it death?

Do I fear that I would run out of money someday? Or is it losing my job?

Is not getting what i want my worst nightmare? Or would I rule that out as not an important thing on my list?

A lot of thought-process has lead me into a conclusion that the fear of being left alone in this selfish world is the most freaking thing! Yes! That's my worst nightmare! That's probably anyone's worst fear!

What would I do without all of those people who matter to me? Without my family, my friends, and most of all, without HIM?

We all run after fame, recognition & money but overlook simple things. The bigger things in life give us happiness but only our loved ones give us satisfaction! Peace of mind is what we all need. I find that through the unconditional love & support of my loved ones. That's the only thing I want & nothing else!

This post is dedicated to my loved ones who had been with me in my best & worst times in the most selfless way! Love you all!!! Ummaah!

A sense of Satisfaction... :)

You guys must have noticed a pattern in my writing. Be it from having a breakup to finding true love, I had been through a lot of ups & downs. Life right now is really different from the way it was earlier. I feel content with my life, now that there's someone to take care of me! :)

I always thought that God is being unfair with me in terms of my personal life. Though I had been surrounded by loads of people, deep down in my heart I was lonely which I refused to accept. I vented all my frustration (loneliness) by writing which gave me a sigh of relief. And here I am again writing but this time to share my happiness! :)

I can fill pages talking about my guy without being tired. He's got a heart of gold which I have occupied completely (Wink)! He's sensitive but practical, can do anything to keep me happy! I never feel that my individuality is being lost with him. I would be lying if I say he isn't possessive at all but he surely gives me my share of space! He irritates me when it comes to my professional life as he's aware about my levels of maturity (Or shall I say immaturity!). The best part of our relationship is we have been friends before falling in love which is the reason we be ourselves with each other!

I am not sure where my life will take me but one thing's for sure, he's gonna be there with me in my journey of life as a guide, mentor, friend & above all as my Life Partner! :)

I always fantasized my life partner in a certain way. I never thought I would meet the man of my dreams! But it happened!!! They say "Better late than never!!!" So true!!!